OMG this is my 100th post. But I don't feel happy about it.


Only going out once would make my parents angry. It is not as if I don't study at home or in school I don't study. WALAW. if you all only followed me in school then you all know how school is like. it is not because i go to POLY means that poly is relaxed and that we are not serious is studying or something. POLY is as STRESSFUL as JC OK! JC JC JC . SHIT.


Just only after I have A maths tuition then I see everyone all BLACK FACE. Ask my sister she give me the cold shoulder. Ask mother give me attitude. Ask my maid she tell to shut up ad keep quiet. WALAW. WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THIS LA. Ask questions also cannot WHAT THE HELL. I am damn pissed right now. After asking all the questions , I kenna scolding by my maid. WALAW. then i only corrected her of some situation that she never got it right. then she say i talk back. WALAW. I kenna scolding for nothing when i want to find out what is happening around me. WHAT SHIT IS THIS


Always wanting me to go back home and STUDY STUDY STUDY. no break meh. People can die if break down you know. Although i do not look stressed but it is just that I don't show it OK! i keep SO many things inside of that even my family member don't know. I HOW I WISH THAT I HAVE AN OLDER BROTHER OR EVEN A SISTER. someone that I can talk to. people around are having problems. Like my parents work and my sister having STRESS from school and something about the locker key being lost. Locker key losy can borrow your friends one and make abnother one right. Just because i kept asking her what was wrong she started crying. then my maid told me to shut up and raised her voice. I was like WTF. i can't believe i said that. WTF. then just because of a key she said until like that. then my maid is like so nice and soft to her... WALAW. PLAIN BIASENESS. I still can remeber that when I told my maid that she was biased she never believed me. Only the people around her can tell. which is ME. my Parents also think my sister is the weaker one and spoils like a rotten princess. Whatever I wanted I wouldn't get but whatever she wanted she would get. Someone told me this : You have to be nice and teh to your parents to get what you wanted. I was like WTH. use this kind of ways to get what you want is not what I DO. I mean, if you want to give then give. not because someone spoke nicely to you then give. there's no meaning out of it. Never you all will never know How it feels like. Like I said to Yang. lucky there is such a technology called Lappy if not i will just die right now.



Now my maid is like treating me so nice give me cream after showing a black face to her. I still wouldn't talk to her. I can't be bother. I am still Pissed I guess Jasmine was right. Something is wrong with me today. I am EMOING right now....




ENOUGH IS BEING SAID.





OUT!