Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Day ruined! ; 9:04 pm
Well, today i thought that it was going to be a fun day and all. Cos i went to school at 8 thinking that we were going for the Bmic lecture. BUT in the end we didn't go (not surprising HUH). Cos it was just only three of us in school. So Renee, Gwen and me decided not to go as we also didn't feel like going.ANYWAY, that's not the point. So many things are like going to happen.. Like my Impromptu Speech test is on this friday, powerpoint presentation for Leadership due by next week. As Ms Chan wants to see us do a rehersal. And also HPI test tmr. So I guess I'm going to stay in school till like 7 plus 8 or something to finish up with the powerpoint. ARGH! OH and the MAIN POINT! I was actually organising a chalet with my girls for the class. As we are like going to change class soon. SO... I was thinking of doing something as a class. Because the last BBQ was not really successful and 90% of the class stays in Bedok/ Tampines. So yeah, this time we chose a chalet at Costa Sands (Pasir Ris) For the convenience of those who are not staying overnight. Then with all the cost added in like BBQ rental, BBQ food and the Chalet each had to pay only 10. YES 10. So i sent a sms yesterday to six people hoping that they would be able to pass the message to the rest of the class. Somehow, none of the word got around. So not alot of people brought the money. But Nadiah and the rest was really spontaneous on giving the money on the spot when we asked them. So what was left was the Guys. we asked them and they said they did not bring. SO what can I do? They have to give it tmr. Later in Bmic Lab, I reminded them to bring $10 tmr. In case they would say they never hear any news of it. '' Hey! Class! LISTEN! Pay the $10 for the class chalet tmr ok?''''Thank you!''Then Kiki said,'' No need to day thank you they should pay''JS snapped back.'' Why SHOULD we pay?''or something like that I can't remember. But after hearing it I was pissed. The thing is, I am doing this for the class and like not for the interest of the few of us in the class. This is why it is called a CLASS CHALET. It is for the CLASS. I don't know about the cost. Some people may think that it is rather expensive as due to their family backgrounds. I don't know. All I know is that i was BLARDY pissed During the 2nd half of the lab. Alot of thoughts were coming into my mind. Then I suddenly thought. Why should I keep organizing these kinda things for the class. They might not like it, they may find it a bother to go for the gathering, they may find it expensive for 10 dollars. These were one of the few of the thoughts that I had. I suddenly felt like dropping everything just like that. Besides, I'm like not from the student welfare or something. I'm also not the Chairperson and the Vice-Chairperson. Why should I do these things and torture myself with people's comments, opinions, thinkings and culture.I don't know.All I can do now is to see how it goes tmr.I just wanna say that I've said, was what I thought and it is not directed at anything or at anyone. I also wanna say thanks to my girls: Renee, Jasmine, Zhang'e, Jessy, Gwen, Jenifer. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR TALKING TO ME AFTER BMIC! I felt better after that. I really felt I was going to explode. I didn't know that my face was so 'Black' until renee told me. But even when I wanted to smile and not look like it, I just couldn't. So i wanna say thank you all so much! I love y'all!OUT!
