Wednesday, January 30, 2008
ethanol = alcohol = stench of hospital ; 5:29 pm
OK I smell like a hospital now... Haha I hate it when there's lab. is like I'll come out smelling like ethanol and microbes.. IT STINKS OK!!!! esp when Auntie ELIZABETH open the damn autoclave.. the smell from there is like.. Cereal that has been soaked in milk and left in Room Temp. for like days.. Some people think it smells like Papadum.. I was like NOOOOOO!!! It is really horrid. If you're smelling it for the first time, Haha I'll bet with you that you'll puke at the whiff of it.. Anyway.. I'm Home from Lab and Lab is suppose to end like at 6.. Haha. We finished early so, Renee and I took a cab together. So, I got home kinda quick! YEAH! saved the time to blog and do other entertainment stuff for myself before sitting down to study or Leadership this Sat. and CSAS presentation on euthanasia... I AM SOOOOO DEAD..
Well.. I'm kinda confused with your actions.
maybe I'm just thinking too much.
Somehow i hate you and yet...
Why is this happening to me.
I wanna chase it away.
Leadership presentation was suppose to be done yesterday. Guess what?!??! The first two groups took too long so not enough time for my group. I mean, I wanted to get it over and done with after CSAS this friday.. In the end, Leadership is like on tuesday.. SIAN A HALF (literally translated from Hokkien) ARGH! I am going to die or hypertension and Heart Attack... Is like my heart feels so worried and scared and sometimes I can't even breathe properly. Renee has been Sigh so loudly as loud as she hasn't breathed air for the past 5 mins. And the nervousness from her is starting to affect me... OH MY GOD!
I wished that L&C would just end.
Somehow I wanna get over and done with it.
Sometimes I thought I have ended my thoughts.
But your actions keep triggering it.
I just wish you would keep you distance.
Okok change of subject.. Well Sems are coming AGAIN. Then, it would be the end of the year and streaming into a new for the year to come..I DON'T WANNA CHANGE CLASS!!! I like the way things are right now.. Sigh. Anyway, I've got to do the class T-shirt and also order the food for the class chalet soon.. Class chalet would be on March 6 to 7!! EXCITED for that.. But I dread the exams that are coming. I end the Sems on the 27th of Feb then I'll start to work soon
In the beginning of the day,
I wish that would see you in school
But as were from the same school,
it is impossible.
We may act like normal friends,
or even friends just for the project.
But to me, it is just different...
Sometimes what i say.. is just a front
in my heart.. i think otherwise.
Talking about work, Lynette and I gonna go to the airport to see what we can get haha. I wanna work in the transit area!!!! what i hear from Cherina is that it is SOOO cool... other than she gets to see celebs who's transiting through SINGAPORE.. WOOHOOO! I wanna work in Airport and I wanna visit the T3! the new terminal that Singapore has! alot of people told me that T3 is nothing much BUT I'm still excited to go there!! I'm goona take pics for Daniel and Uncle Seng to SEEEE!!! haha. Speaking of them.. I them SO much! SIGH.. Why does London HAVE to be so DAMN BLARDY FAR from Singapore??!?!?!?!?!!?.
OK i gtg!!
I want to concentrate on my studies but
everybit that you've done, papers,props
triggers it again.
What I feel is for real or is wishful thinking of my part
Factors like age i can't get over. I don't know.
I am just confused.
Let nature take its course... I hope.
OUT!
