Thursday, May 29, 2008
; 6:52 pm
CRAP. my Piano was CRAP.
HAHA no la. I did everything with one or two mistakes. not bad a session for not practicing when exam's just a week away. HEEEEE :D
SIGH. I start to feel the stress for study. And the craving for Sashimi. Salmon, Tuna, Scallop, Swordfish and Yellowtail!!!! MMMMMMMM. making myself hungry. HAHAH. but guess what? Dinner is PASTA PIZZA and PIE. WHOO haha the 3Ps! my mom went on a Baking Frenzy this morning. EARLY morning before going for work. She was like peeling the apples for the Apple Pie a like 7? Haha and she baked Pizza after that. I only had the chance to try when I was back home from school. I can't believe it that I'm blogging nearly everyday. Haha. Didn't use to be a practice for me. BLEAHS.
CSAS - what? (we didn't even learn anything)
Fpath
PUO
PLM
OC2 - SHIT. i am dead.
This are my subs that I'm taking for this term test next week.
ARGHHHH. I can't even go out after OC2! DAMN. I wanna go out with them!. damn Piano. SIGH. This is what I call DAMN SUAY, UNLUCKY and CRAPPY. SIGH
I smell pasta.
Thanks for sending me home everyday for this whole week :))))
Piano ; 4:50 pm
I have piano in 5 mins. SIAN. hate it. removing it from my life after next fri. I HOPE.
I FEEL SO BAD AGAIN.
not going out with them
seriously
why is my time so wacked.
I wish I can split myself into 2.
Sigh
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
; 7:34 pm
I hope that there would be a rainbow after the storm. I want things back to what it was. really I'm sorry for what i've done. REALLY.
Besties?
AND
TQ for the SMOOTHIE and SWEETS :)
Wouldn't it be nice if the world is Cadbury
Drivin' in a car would be a tasty treat
Changing gear would soon become a problem
Cadbury Dairy milk is so good to eat. :D
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
; 10:29 pm
I Forgot to say
THANKS FOR THE KITKAT! :D
Thorough Misunderstanding ; 9:42 pm
Just talked to Kiki regarding the misunderstanding that we are having. I feel so much better after that talk. Seriously. Thanks Kiki for taking the initiative to talk to me about it. SIGH.
Ever since OLTC, many people find that I've changed alot. I get pissed over small things. like really small matter. I also start to be rude and everything. This was one of the reason why my family was pissed at me too. I truely believe that I DID change. But, i'm doing my best to change back or control my mannerism. I used to say F alot cos of the OLTC. But now I don't. I made an effort to stop saying it. I also realised I'm rude and sharp to people and snapped back with rude comments. Well, this is one of the reasons why I'm not talking much in school already. I'm in the process of curbing my speech and trying to be what I was in the past. I'm sorry if I ever offended anyone. really truely i am.
Recently, My parents are particular of my coming back home. I am under a curfew. I can't go out much at night. most of y'alls activities are done at night. like shopping at night, dinner. SIGH i feel bad for not going out with all of you. and its not that i'm going out with someone else. I'm really at home. and not with anyone else. Sometimes you all may think I wanna spend time with him and not go out. But i wanna spend time with you all. I really hope that i'm invited to the activities and not be excluded.
I hope that the clique can talk about this openly face to face like what Kiki suggested. Something I think we should clear off the misunderstanding. Communication is the key. REALLY.
SORRY
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Recovery! ; 5:20 pm
After a full three-half days being sick and not check my phone and messages. I realised that my phone is bambarded with like LOADS of get-well message. This shows I have really caring friends. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH.
Blog again SOOOON
TEST. shit
Friday, May 16, 2008
past 2 days ; 6:56 pm
I have been MIA-ing for the past 2 days. haven't been to school. Well, Cos i was sick. like REALLY sick. I had a REALLY bad headache and really HIGH fever. 39.8 degrees
I also fainted yesterday and gave my mother and father a shock. cos they never seen me faint before. only auntie gemma saw me faint before. My dad was the only one who was calm and relax to handle the situation. i feel mch better now :) Sigh i missed out too much in school. Zoey's Birthday celebration. TUTORIAL and LECTURES. DIE la. lucky there soneone to teach me. HARHAR.
OUT
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Starting to Stress ; 10:04 pm
HEYSHEYS!
I cannot imagine How i feel now haha. stress buildin' up from piles of school work! not only grace is feeling it but I too feel it. SIGH.
Fpath haunting me.
PLM stressing me
PUO complicating thing for me
OC2... can't be bothered to describe how I feel about it.
CO and CO.. WELL its kinda NICE. but I need MOOD to do art.
NVM about that. the BIG CRISIS has tide over. And i'm doing my best to make up to it and start everything anew.
I thank GOD for my friends that I have. I THANK YOU FOR THEM. I'm really grateful to those who showed their concern and also being understanding for my position and situation. THANK YOU.
OK i gtg and do OC pre-lab. OMG i don't know how to do it. SIGH
BYEZZZZZ
Saturday, May 10, 2008
BLEAHS ; 10:53 am
CLARA JUST SCARED MY LIFE OUT OF ME. she popped by and BOO-ed me OMG. My heart was beating damn FAST. HEEEE
Anyway, certain post that was posted yesterday Most of you may have seen it. BUT i just wanna let you all know. I WAS PMS-ing. So whatever i said wasn't counted. If it offended anybody I"M SORRY. SORRY.
NOW everything back to normal. I seriously can't stay pissed at someone for more than ONE DAY. that's something good right? I hope so. SIGH. omg another 7 mins of my life.
I know you can't sleep lastnight cos of me. Me too I had difficulty. WHY should've gone over. but i can't. DAMN. why! I guess we have to wait for the right time. home is just getting over the cold war that happened recently. i'm sorry and iloveyou.
Friday, May 09, 2008
Wait and see ; 3:23 pm
Most of you know many things have been happening for the past few days. I am now darn guai at home. Nvr go out. study and do HW. I am dying of boredom. I wanna go out and meet friends and him.
Well, I guess I gotta wait a while. That's what he said. but it's ok. settle that probs that you have and I also have to settle mine. I hope we'll be understanding for one another and I'm sorry.
Chiong-ing OC2 and also i've done my CSAS. WHOO happy and High. OC2 is something that I am seriously worried for. I need help. ok I shall study and update later!
BYE
love you
Thursday, May 08, 2008
; 9:04 pm
Never had someone to care for Never thought there could be Someone special for me But now I'm all in love Cause a girl like me waited patiently For someone Someone to care for me And there will never be No more lonely No more just me I've been there before Ain't going no more And now that you're here I never wanna say, goodbye love Never want to be without you No more crying No denying I'm in love with you And now that you're here I I never want to say goodbye love
Time and Time again ; 6:10 pm
It has been SO MANY TIMES. I keeps cropping up. WHEN AM I GOING TO STOP. How can I when I am struggling for breathe at home. Tension builds as I stay at home. Pressure builds too. Expectations too high. Have to be a role model for my Sis. Sigh
We siblings have personailities that are worlds apart. I love going out and yet she's the one staying indoors. Now, I'm being compared to her for being more obedient and also stay at home and spending time with the family.
I am going through a wreck PHASE now. like microbes-Lag Phase, Log Phase, Stationary Phase and Death phase. FOR ME
Suay-Wreck-troubled PHASE.
ARGH. nvm.
OUT!
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
SHEILA ; 10:56 pm
I miss SHEILA! i miss her so MUCH!.. Sigh
I just had a big MISCOMMUNICATION with my mom on who's gonna pick me up. ANYWAY We both talked about what happened about about me. I guess I would have to change. TIME IS NEEDED.
Auntie Gemma is now beside and FEEDING me with Sweet potatoe! FEEDING LEH. first time feeding every since how many donkey years ago. HAHA OH well. I shall stop here. Lazy to blog properly.
TTYALL another time.
BYE!!
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Thanks guys ; 11:36 pm
I wanna say THANK YOU to all who were worried for me and showed their concern! I LOVE YOU GUYS!
update : now, everything seems to be fine at home. A.G talking to me. Mummy having a little interaction with me. As long as A.G talks to me i feel at ease already.
Sry can' talk much. piles with
PUO FPATH CSAS OC2
Damn the e-learning
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Stand By Me ; 5:20 pm
The past two days has been really hectic. Parents pissed at me. Including my dearest A.G. They are all not talking to me. Only sister. I guess this si the time that I realised that having a sister is SO good. For those reading this treat your sister well ok. Cos they are a GEM.
Due to various reasons that only close friends know. I think this hafta happen on time or another. Its just that it's happening NOW. I have to get over it somehow. Mum and A.G keep saying that I have been treating my HOME as a HOTEL. EAT SLEEP. A place for a roof over a my head. Everything else I do is done outside. I mean Hasn't every student life been like that? 80% of their time is spent in school or doing school-related activities. If i'm in JC i think my timing are going to be worse. Imagine, JC HAS TO HAVE A CCA. POLY DOESN'T. well not really doesn't its ENCOURAGED to have one. BUT nonetheless, JC is worse. Can't they think it the other way round. They only can think in ONE direction. I thank GOD that today is SUN
I let everything OUT to the LORD. I feel so much better after that and Holy Communion.
its not your fault so don't worry:)OUT!
