Ever since OLTC, many people find that I've changed alot. I get pissed over small things. like really small matter. I also start to be rude and everything. This was one of the reason why my family was pissed at me too. I truely believe that I DID change. But, i'm doing my best to change back or control my mannerism. I used to say F alot cos of the OLTC. But now I don't. I made an effort to stop saying it. I also realised I'm rude and sharp to people and snapped back with rude comments. Well, this is one of the reasons why I'm not talking much in school already. I'm in the process of curbing my speech and trying to be what I was in the past. I'm sorry if I ever offended anyone. really truely i am.

Recently, My parents are particular of my coming back home. I am under a curfew. I can't go out much at night. most of y'alls activities are done at night. like shopping at night, dinner. SIGH i feel bad for not going out with all of you. and its not that i'm going out with someone else. I'm really at home. and not with anyone else. Sometimes you all may think I wanna spend time with him and not go out. But i wanna spend time with you all. I really hope that i'm invited to the activities and not be excluded.

I hope that the clique can talk about this openly face to face like what Kiki suggested. Something I think we should clear off the misunderstanding. Communication is the key. REALLY.

SORRY