It has been SO MANY TIMES. I keeps cropping up. WHEN AM I GOING TO STOP. How can I when I am struggling for breathe at home. Tension builds as I stay at home. Pressure builds too. Expectations too high. Have to be a role model for my Sis. Sigh
We siblings have personailities that are worlds apart. I love going out and yet she's the one staying indoors. Now, I'm being compared to her for being more obedient and also stay at home and spending time with the family.
I am going through a wreck PHASE now. like microbes-Lag Phase, Log Phase, Stationary Phase and Death phase. FOR ME
Suay-Wreck-troubled PHASE.
ARGH. nvm.
OUT!