A huge struggle was what I had last night. wet tissues all around me. angry people on MSN and I caused it all. Now don't get me wrong. I'm not blaming anyone for what has happened last night. It was really my fault. and NO ONE is forcing me to say this. I am saying it sincerely on my own accord.
Somehow I feel the message earlier on the Photograph was being misinterpreted. I'm going to explain it. I hope there would be clearance of unnecessary misunderstandings.PLS I REALLY REALLY HOPE :D
Firstly there is two paragraphs to it. the first is till A.G. after that all is related. whatever is said previously regards my family. not anyone of my friends. after that it is just my feelings at that point of time. Maybe it may seem like i make it sound like its me that's being neglect but that's not what I wanna convey across. the I FEEL TERRIBLE part was about me feeling Bad guilty mean and being a humongous bad guy. I don't know the words to put how bad i feel that that time.
BUT I'm grateful enough to still be friends and that you all are willing to give me another chance. and I don't wanna blow it anymore. I hope that what i've said is to any enlightenment and not making anything worse. I was wrong on blaming the wrong points. i'm sorry. I'm really really sorry for causing friendship prob at this point of time in the exams.
I'm scared to go to school now. I feel that I don't have any ''face'' to see you all. I'm sorry.
sorry
sorry
sorry
