SIGH. I'm in this talk for school. something about entrepreneurship. I wonder whether i even spelt that right. SIGH. sian i tell you

I'm like playing this iPhone from my friend's friend. HAHA he bought iPhone but in the end... he didn't like it. SO... He lent it to me to play with it. HAHA. I don't know actually Auntie gemma says I'm getting thick skin. Am i? pls tell me if i am. But i thought of it to her is being thick skin cos she doesn't know him. I do.. I mean i talk to him often in my mother's office and he also like treat me really nice and kind and stuff .. taking care of me when I was doing charity for SC.. so.. I think its ok. Cos he always tease me and make fun of me. SO i guess its not? I don't know.

SOOOO may thing have happened the past few days. I've turned 19. Someone finally asked me the QN. so yeah. WHOOOO. Other than that everything is ok.

well, I had thing waves of wrenching of my tummy. like a worrying feeling. I don't know how to describe it. I had it when I was Primary 4. I had to stay back for Remedial and MAMA was waiting for me in the Canteen. Then suddenly this feeling came. As I was young I couldn't handle this feeling so.. I started to cry and I wanted my grandma. I seriously don't know what came over me that time. its like .. something's like pushing at your tummy,, twist and turning it.. the your heart starts beating faster and you have the feeling coming to you... I seriously can't describe. Some may know what I mean some may not.. What i call it is a feeling of worry. I think it caused by my marks in term test. I think I could have done better. I KNOW I CAN. well. I guess everyone around me was getting good results but i wasn't. So i guess i have to buck up!. YEAH I HAVE TO. i don't want sem 4.1! like NEVER. I NEVER wanna take SUPP paper. NEVER in my life.

I guess I have to pray for GOD to give me strength in everything I do. Give me the perseverance that I would need. and also YOUR guidance. I really need it.AMEN

OK I guess I gtg for adverts for my CO AND CO. BYE

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